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for you~

Kini aku tau ku tak akan mungkin memilikimu… kau sudah menjadi miliknya, tapi apa aku tidak boleh berharap? Aku memang tak mengerti soal cinta, tapi yang aku tau cinta tak harus memiliki… aku tau itu, tapi… aku tak bisa melupakanmu, setiap aku sedang melamun, wajahmu selalu hadir dalam bayanganku… hari-hariku indah bila bersamamu dan aku inggin terus bersamamu selamanya.. apa aku egois bila aku mengatakan aku cinta padamu??? Aku tak tahan melihatmu bersama perempuan lain, walau harusnya aku tak boleh begini… aku harus bisa melupakanmu… aku tak ingin melihat kearahmu, aku tak inggin bertemu denganmu, aku tak ingin berbicara denganmu… aku ingin agar aku bisa cepat melupakanmu dan mengangapmu seperti teman yang lain.. aku memang tak berharap memilikimu sepenuhnya, aku hanya ingin bisa berteman denganmu, aku hanya ingin bisa ngobrol denganmu… selama ini yang bisa aku lakukan hanya melihatmu dari kejauhan, tapi tak bisa bertatapan denganmu. hanya mendengar suaramu, tapi tak bisa ngobrol denganmu. Hanya melihatmu saat sedang sedih, tanpa bisa memberi semangat… hanya… aku tak tau lagi apa yang harus ku tulis, terlalu banyak hal yang ingin kuutarakan… apa kau tau hanya dengan hal seperti itu membuatku senang sekali, aku ingin merasakanya lagi, bisa berbicara denganmu dan bertatapan muka denganmu… mungkin ini hanya hal sepele bagimu, tapi tidak bagiku… kenapa kau tidak pernah memperhatikanku, padahal setiap hari aku selalu memikirkanmu… aku selalu membayangkan bagaimana rasanya bila menjadi pacarmu, kita bergandengan tangan, foto-foto bareng, nonton bareng, sms-an, telpon-telponan, dll. Itu terlalu indah untuk bisa aku rasakan, dan mungkin aku hanya bisa berharap, agar kau bisa bahagia bersamanya… 

my poem 1~

Bagiku hidup ini adalah sebuah cerita 
Cerita panjang yang tak kunjung berhenti
Oleh tangisan dan derita yang menyiksaku
Namun aku percaya suatu saat pasti akan selesai
Jika telah menemukan sang pendamping hidup…
Cerita hidupku yang semula sangat menyakitkan
Berubah menjadi menyenangkan
Sebab kau datang sebagai pelengkap ceritaku
Dan menjadikan ceritaku lebih indah
Oleh setiap senyuman yang kau beri…
Sekarang ceritaku tidak lagi berisi tangisan
Melainkan tawa berkembang dan sebuah senyuman
Yang kan membuat hari-hariku lebih berwarna
Karena mulai saat ini cerita hidupku
Adalah yang paling indah di dunia ini…
Dan tetaplah bersamaku
Sampai cerita hiduku berakhir
Dan bertuliskan Happy Ending…

Untitled

Lyric Taylor Swift_Back to december

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life? Tell me, how's your family?
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good; busier than ever
We small talk, work in the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Cause the last time you saw me
Still burns in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying
I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time,
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
And I go back to December, turn around
And make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleepin?,
Stayin' up playing back myself leavin?,
When your birthday passed
And I didn't call, then I think about summer,
All the beautiful times,
I watched you laughin' from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came,
With the dark days when the fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying
I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time,
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
And I go back to December, turn around
And change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile,
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms
That September night;
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again, I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying
I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to Decembe,
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missin' you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December, turn around
And make it all right
I go back to December, turn around
And change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

All the time

Lyric Adele_Someone like you

I heard
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead